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Thursday, May 12, 2016

:O

swear this is my very first time tidur lambat kat college hahaha :ppp nakal eh farraaaaa hohoho no la, skrg dah 3 am but im still wide awake. haaa watcha doin farra? o.o blogger la apa lagi hihi, padahal esok class starts at 8am wey, chill watlek watpeace je kan hehehe. so u have 3 hrs only to sleep farra, dah lah class harini tadi frm 8am to 5pm. pastu gi jogging, malam gi makan. tak penat ke? tak ngantuk ke? jawapannya ialah mmg idokkkkk la hahaha. taktau kenapa fresh sgt ni sambil dgr lagu kenangan terindah by samsons lg kauuuu hahaha. i just so happy dpt borak w someone that could make me feel happy and frget abt my problems ;') alhamdulillah



p/s : chapter baru calculus macam best, and aku berjaya tak rasa ngantuk fr 3 hrs in calculus class. GOODJOB FARRA!!! keep it up!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tunjukbicepskitahhh* ;pppppp


Optimis?

It means, kau kena korban sikit make a change. if kau rasa kau lonely, everytime sorang sorang pergi sana sini sorg. yes mmg makin besar ni hidup makin banyak ujian. so kau kena belajar jadi optimis, bukannya terus set on mind yg kau tetap taknak mengalah. no no, u cannot. come on, lets make a change. berubah, buat something so that org akan cakap "dia ok jela, dia tak terasa pun kita tak kawan dgn selama ni. tak rapat dgn dia, tp dia still nak kawan ngan kita. dia tu ok je sebenarnya" nahh thats it, korban sikit la kan ;) mmg sometimes org akan cakap ahhh lantak lah, malas aku nak layan. buang masa je, ok betul. tp lama lama kau akan keep on thinking negative towards other ppl. so kau kena do something to change, to make up their minds. jgn biar dorg igt kau lain, or ada perspektif yg tak baik kat kau. so better change, jd optimis sikit skali sekala hehehe ;ppp



p/s : trust me, u will be fine u will be happy. happily ever after xx

farra,

farra ni manja sangat, sbb rapat dgn family. happy family la ni? yeke dr fariz? alhamdulillah biasa je. lps tu, dia kata farra ni belum boleh independent sendiri so the solution is kawin so that nnt ada org yg jaga kan. omg sorry, sy still ada parents yg boleh jagakan la. i have nothing fr rn, mmg tak lah nak kawin. lain la kalau ada rezeki dari langit yg melimpah ruah tu mmg nak kawin ke nak apa ke semua benda baik boleh buat. rezeki allah bagi kan? hohoho



p/s : smile smile smile, even kau dalam situation yg tersangat la down

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ALHAMDULILLAH, IM SO HAPPY TONITE YA ALLAH THANK U SO MUCH FR WHAT U GIVING ME TONITE. YOU SENT ME A VERY BIG HAPPINESS.



p/s : im sorry, i leviu. thank u fr make me feeling very calm :')

abt me myself and i

sunday : i demam malam tu, dnt know why suddenly je panas melocot ayat mama hahaha. then tak selera nak makan anything, so malam tu patutnya balik shah alam tp tak jadi so pergi tawar air je kat sedara mama di rembau. jeram kat kepala and satu badan but still tak selesa. esok pagi tu tak pergi class sbb mmg tak larat dgn perut badan kepala semua sakit beb. terpaksa lah mc kaaaan apa boleh buat hahaha

tuesday : datang class, alhamdulillah sihat sikit cuma khayal sikit je sbb makan ubat panadol soluble tu kot. terpaksa dtg class sbb ada quiz and presentation. berjubah hitam dgn shawl hitam la aku semalam hahaha. pastu rasa cam tak tahan nak simpan perasaan yg tah pape dalam hati ni, terus terasa nak jumpa advisor. tapi nak harapkan advisor aku mmg tak lah, kena speaking 100%, kalau cakap malay sepatah haram pun dia tak faham. so i decided to see my friend's advisor, lg selesa nak cerita kan:pp

pastu dah buat appoiment semua, around 1 something after zuhur baru dpt jumpa dia and cerita everything. especially abt my course, kenapa aku rasa cam tak semangat nak belajar and all. minat ke tak sebenarnya la tu la apa la ni la kan. last last dia boleh cakap apa tau, "KAHWIN JELA AWAK NI" amboi Dr Fariz ni, senang betul buat keje. suruh kahwin pulokkk -.- mama papa saya pun nak sgt saya belajar walaupun diaorg susah macam mana pun, dia lg tau macam mana masa depan kalau tak belajar nanti. sbb skrg ni dah la macam macam, takda education mmg tak maju la kan. entah lahaiiiiii



p/s : be strong, life must goes on. inshaAllah everything will be fine dearself :*

Monday, May 2, 2016

misunderstood

so today is hari gawai, its a public holiday! Have a good day everyone! ok so today i just staying at home, masak main dgn baby watching tv and just chilling. seronok laaaa kan hahaha ;p


tadi kat dapur tgh main dgn zayyan while mama and makyun pergi kedai beli lauk la kan nak masak fr lunch. papa watching tv at living room. so suddenly papa panggil aku 'FARRAAAAA' and aku pun pergi la kan mesti nak mintak tlg buat anything ni o.o tetiba papa tanya 'kakak ada buat pape ke sampai mummy terasa ni?' aku pun pelikkkkk :O haaa? buat apa paaaaa? hahaha sumpah risau sangat.

and then rupanya dorg semua salah faham. actually dorg semua tak buat salah anything pun. cuma aku je tak cakap straight forward kan siapa yg aku maksudkan tu and all. so now honestly, i really dnt have any problem w my big family and also my small family. swear i tell u. i just very annoyed w the ppl around me which is live in here, in seremban. yg nak harapkan orang je then tak boleh buat sendiri.


 p/s : im sorry, i've been so allergic w that kind of ppl.






honesty

everyone loves when someone talking honestly but sometimes they're afraid to be honest to each other and in whatever they doin. but trust me, once u're talkin honest, inshaAllah allah berkat and permudahkan semuanya. im telling this, bcz ada satu kes ni. a relationship between boy and girl la. they've been together for 1 yr and half camtu, not bad lama dia. bila dah lama lama camtu, suddenly relationship dorg like goyang sikit ada problem la.


kira macam long distance punya problem la ni en hehehe, ok ok so bila long distance, macam macam la jadi. i mean the girl ni dah biasa rapat w her boyfriend then once dah jauh, dia hilang kepercayaan tu. even the boy ni tak buat apa pun actually, just perempuan ni je yg risau gila nak mati and wanted someone to convince that her boy tu mmg sayang kat dia sorang je and no one else. so the boy's friend ni dah convince to her, 'mmg yr boyfriend takda perempuan lain dia sayang u sorg dnt worry' but still the girl risau.


then the girl ni pun tanya la her boyfriend and bila jumpa mesti tanya benda yg sama until the guy to like very bengang hahaha dia pun tertengking la kat girlfriend dia. girlfriend dia ni pulak jenis very soft, tak boleh kena marah camtu skali. so gaduh gaduh, the girl pun jumpa and ngadu the problems kat kawan boyfriend dia until subuh, a guy la. so laki ni taktau la jenis apa, macam macam jenis ada kot. dah tau perempuan tu girlfriend kawan baik kau, boleh pulak eh take advantage on her. peluk and all, yes mmg time camtu perempuan needs someone to calm her. but still u have to remind yrself to stay behave, she already have someone, and its yr own bestfriend. fikir la hohoho ;pp

pastu bila the girl ni dah okkk sikit, dia rasa bersalah dgn boyfriend dia. sbb tak angkat calls fr one day semata mata cari that guy untuk ngadu everything. and then, dia pun jumpa and mintak maaf kat boyfriend dia. then when the boy asking her where she has been? sampai tak jawab call and all. the girl pun cerita everything totally honest, what had happened and all la kan. mesti la dia takut the guy cannot accept the fact kan? but still i salute her, cz of her honesty, dia still nak bgtau yg jujur even she knows her fault by doing that behind his back.

and until now, i observed, they are still in the relationship alhamdulillah they look very happy. that is what we call the love. where they can accept the flaws of each other, stay loyal no matter whats happening, and together betulkan mana yg salah. tu baru namanya matang tau, matang kkkk hehehe. im happy fr u two lovebirds!



p/s : try to be honest in everything what u do. try try try dnt be afraid guys

everything happens fr a reason *shooo cliche i know thatt xD

hi guys, how are u? thanks fr reading my blogger. really appreciate.

okkk so nak tanya ni, korg buat something mesti bersebab kan? same goes to me, i have few reasons why im doing it and bla bla bla.

firstly, pernah tak rasa nak left frm whatsapp group yg kau rasa kau tak penting pun ada dlm tu? and rasa cam kau borak apa do, sampai aku rasa cam buat semak je kan simpan dalam list tu. aku pun ada rasa camtu, sbb rasanya macam takda benda penting sangat pun yg nak diborak dlm tu. so better left je kan?


pastu one day tu, aku ada bukak group whatsapp ni yg melibatkan my small family jugak la. cara dorg whatsapp like very unrepected. maybe sbb dah terlalu rapat sgt sampai gurau tak tentu pasal and respect pun hilang tah kemana. sumpah aku tak suka, ok u can say that kita semua dah lama kenal so chill la. come on, we're human ada hati perasaan and akal. boleh fikir kot. kau still tak boleh main belasah nak cakap apa pun, macam mana kalau org tu sakit hati dgn kau? ala kau mesti tak heran punya kan? -.- and i still remember what my tutor had told me 3 yrs ago, 'u must do something to earn respect'. so i have thinking that i want my family and i stay away frm them. jgn murah sangat, cz bila kita dah bg bg bg bg bg tgk la skrg, sumpah rasa tak dihargai sgt. cam bongok pun ada, so here bukan aku nak cari musuh tapi better tak payah rapat sgt. buat biasa sudah, nasib baik kau semua bukan family aku. and i respect all of u as my father's friends je, tau? so if kau rasa ada benda penting yg nak discuss dgn papa, just call him and tak payah libatkan kitaorg okkk?


p/s : dgn orang camtu, kita tak boleh bg muka sangat. nanti menggelibak jadi nya hohoho sorry ;p

people people people

how to start ehhhh o.o hurm ok ok, manusia ni tak sama serupa and sebijik pun semuanya. i admit it, mmg tak sama. tapi kan macam mana kalau keturunan eh? still sama or lain lain? thats the question. sebab apa tau, mmg la takda yg perfect meaning that even dia berketurunan yg macam tu, it doesnt mean yg dia semua sama kan? betul tak?/ mesti ada yg lain sikiiiit kan? sikit jela.

i dnt know how to start meh, ok ok. setiap family mesti ada yg tak gang kan? i mean tak rapat. tapi u just cannot simply talk bad abt them to others. yes la mmg la kau tau sbb kau family dia and know veryvery well dari org lain. sorry to say la, kalau kau nak tau kan? benda yg kau cakap tu like reflect back to yrself. sbb tu org cakap 'look at yrself first' pastu if kau betul betul rasa kau better and baik sangatsangat baru boleh cakap tau? tak baik nak burukkan org ni even betul apa yg kau cakap. but still rasa malu la sbb tak jauh beza pun dgn diri sendiri. so think first before talk something yg tak baik.



p/s : kau rasa dia salah, boleh cakap tapi jgn melebih sgt takut jadi 'fitnah'



Thursday, April 28, 2016

:):):):):):):):)

ok firstly i wanna say alhamdulillah, my life is getting better day by day :') thanks Allah, im so happy. thank u so much to those who concern abt me. thank u so much xoxo i really appreciate that u could understand how im feeling. tak semua org boleh faham, seriously. im so touched! i just need yr supportive words, its more than enough. so now, im standing fr who i am and not fr anyone else. rasa disayangi sgt bila org care pasal kita hohoho xD


and now taktau la bila nak balik rumah hahaha, why you've changed drastically farra? takkan sampai tak igt jalan balik rumah kot??? hahaha no lah gurau je, gila apa tak nak balik rumah? rumah KOT hahaha. so everyone wll be going back home tomorrow while i have koko on saturday, so kena postponed la balik seremban hari sabtu after class koko -.- but sumpah i never felt thi feeling yg tak kisah pulak balik rumah lambat sikit dari dorg, before this mmg aku la yg number one bab balik rumah ni hahaha ;p people change babe, u should know that


so today as usual after class chill jap dalam bilik, after that hujan lebat gila alhamdulillah. around 530 ngam ngam nak gi gym hujan stop pulak kan, rezeki nak pergi gym la tu hihihi so to conclude, everything went well today :D




p/s : alhamdulillah alhamdulillah, thank u beautiful ppl fr yr support. i love u <3 br="">

the fact is ;

so since im studying in shah alam, second sem ni baru la aku banyak dgr yg lecturers semua study kat overseas dulu. cz they say dulu senang nak pergi overseas, malaysia jumpa minyak je terus hantar anak melayu pergi study overseas. how lucky u are lecturers! jealous pun ada, sbb skrg mostly yg pergi overseas pun pakai duit sendiri. i want scholarship tp belum ada rezeki lg ;(


so, dr hamidah ckp kita ni kira untung sbb frm generation to generation hidup kita makin maju. makin maju tu semua sbb education. and dia suruh kita tgk negara jiran like indonesia, africa, and apa lg la kan. negara dorg still ada yg susah. it means like dari monyang sampai ke cicit sama je taraf hidup dia. tu sbb dorg tak pentingkan education or maksud lain kerajaan dorg tak support sgt untuk org yg susah ni. malaysia ni dari dulu lg dia terus hantar semua pergi study overseas tak kisah spm dia gred yg ketiga meaning like only 1A pun lps. so the result is now la, ramai yg pandai pandai. tapi ekonomi je still taktau nak cakap camne hohoho


patut la papa mama tak bg aku and adik abang kerja. sometimes aku rasa down, give up rasa nak quit then kerja cz of money lg penting. tapi i salute papa mama, dorg langsung tak bagi. alhamdulillah, now i know education is very important. so if u have another passion like dancing, playing football ke apa ke kan. pls pls pls, masa muda ni go for further studies, cz trust me if one day u're not in a good condition, u wouldnt be the same anymore. kau jgn igt kau akan hebat sampai mati, pls wake up! mmg tak lah, hidup ni ada naik turun. so jgn berlagak hebat sgt. i dnt care if u're really great, but still pls pandang bawah be grateful to Him.


p/s : think wisely. education is very important, tak bermaksud kau tak boleh buat benda yg kau minat. still can whattttt

Define frustrated anyone?

anyway, can i just talk abt someone? okkk lets start, i have this one friend. she's so in love w one guy and yes they used to be together. i dnt know how much his love towards the girl until he kept on promising everything very seriously.

but the sure thing is, the girl had been soooo in love w the guy. and wanted to make him as her last one.


suddenly, after few months, everything has changed where the boy always busy and dnt have time fr his girl. and normally, perempuan lah kan? suka overthinking, even aku rasa aku ni tak pun macam perempuan lain yg overthinking. no, sama je actually. ok so, the girl try to text him and asking where u have been? what are u up to?  busy? and bla bla bla la kan, then the boy ni pulak pandai betul nak jaga hati. dnt worry im here just got something to do, i love u and all la kan. sweet talker sangat wey hahaha ;ppp


and then, kalau aku jadi perempuan tu, i have that strong instinct yg ckp nooo maybe there's something wrong w him, before this busy je tapi still have time to spend w. atleast la one text. okkk sambung, so perempuan ni cam bongok je tunggu tunggu.

last, dia taktahan and tegur la 'can u tell me whats really happening rn? honestly.' and the guy still try to avoid, pastu perempuan ni pulak tembak la lg hahaha cam machine gun kaan xd okk at last the guy says 'if i tell u, u wont be fine.' masalahnya kalau kau tak cakap, aku rasa perempuan tu lg gila nak fikir kenapa and all?????????????? bongok jugak kau ni hahahaha

and the answer he gave to my friend is 'im sorry, i feel guilty, i just not ready yet to have a serious relationship w u. i ada banyak kawan perempuan, i taknak dorg kata i sombong.' WHAT THE HE** hahahaha lawak laaa, but sumpah sangat la childish. u chose to jaga hati perempuan tu semua than perempuan yg kau bajet nak serious siap janji semua ni? camtu? okkkk la kalau camtu.

and after that, the girl pun suddenly felt down, taktau lah down banyak mana sampai menyepikan diri hahaha no updates on twitter and insta. is that call frustrated?


p/s : think and answer okkk guys? :*

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

tueselasaday hihihi

alhamdulillah, today dah masuk hari ketiga aku puasa sunat. semalam ok je maybe sbb tak banyak class kot. tapi harini dia punya penat ya allah, entah la taktau nak cakap camne hahaha sumpah rasa penat dia. tadi dah ada niat dah nak pergi gym, tapi tak kesampaian sbb dgn kepala berdenyut nya jawab test calculus tadi. PENAT SANGATTTT!


semalam aku berbuka puasa makan koko krunch je hehe, but today i was having carbonara fr berbuka. beli kat dc je mampu beb hehe, lama tak pergi dc so tadi tetiba rasa nak pergi kan hehe


andddd paling happy nya, masa balik dari dc tadi lalu la dewan mawar kat bawah kolej ni. dalam tu ada bilik gym, so aku dah lama nak tgk rupa treadmill dia camne hohoho ;pp finally dah terjawab pun, ok gak la tak kecik macam kat melati hehe. so senang la lps ni tak payah nak susah pergi gym fsr yg jauh gila tu. IMMA HAPPY GIRL!XD

p/s : im sorry if i've changed to someone that is not gooood ;(

i am sorry

i just done w my revisions. chill jap hehe. ok so last week on monday, betul betul baru je habis midsem break seriously aku tak ready betul nak masuk class nak hadap everything kat shah alam. tp i try to be strong jugak la kan. alhamdulillah, ok je semua nya. tapiiii last week tu on sunday mama and adik yg hantar aku balik kolej, so igt nak stay here fr a month straight. konon nyaaaaa last last isnin tu jugak after english class je cabut balik seremban naik ktm ;D hahahaha apa daaaaa farrra. entah la belum ready lg mental aku time tu


okkk pastu kan, pagi isnin last week tu ada sorg kawan dari sekolah lama ni dia whatsapp aku. and btw dia baru je masuk sini frm diploma at lendu. dak dak masscomm la ni hehe. dia whatsapp nak ajak makan sama, padahal aku dah dalam ktm hohoho. then acah la cakap makan dinner ke apa ke la eh. dia pulak jenis tak reti sabar tah kenapa dah aku pun pelik. sabar sikit boleh kan hahaha adoi -.- last last drag sampai rabu malam, so we went fr dinner at seksyen 13 area msu tu.


patut la dia heboh nak jumpa aku, girlfriend dia takda sini. so before girlfriend dia balik, nak jumpa aku la ni? ohhhh camtu :O then dia cerita la masalah dia dgn girlfriend dia, bla bla bla. ya allah, kenapa la yg dtg kat aku semua boyfriend orang? hahaha aku ni bukannya dpt settle anything pun. boyfriend aku sendiri pun tah siapa tah.


camni la senang cerita, we just make it easyyy ok? I DONT DATE SOMEONE'S BOYFRIEND, pls notice that. tak kisah lah even u're just a boyfriend to someone, but still you have her. im sorry that i have to tell this, mmg betul. i dnt want to involve in anyone's relationship, its between u and yr partner, not me tau? u can tell me the problem, through whatsapp je pun boleh kot rasanya.

surely, masing masing takut dgn girlfriend masing masing. so jgn buat perangai behind her back ok? kesian kat dorg. u're a man, be strong sikit. slowly, everything can be settle down. okkkk? first think first before do something.



p/s : no more play around.

Monday, April 25, 2016

jeng jeng jenggg

hi ya allah excited nya nak update blog! tapi first thing first aku kena study dulu, sbb apa tauuuu sbb esok aku ada test 1 CALCULUS III woiiii. malam sikit la ehhh baru syiok hehe :*


p/s : wish me luck babe xo

?????

ok lets start. i really dnt understand why w myself, what's really going on. aku tak faham. but the thing is i cannot be happy like i have been before, which is always be positive no matter what. but now? entah there's like something goes wrong. i just really need someone to talk to. i need a friend, atleast one friend that can listen to my sadness. sumpah im being so down lately, that's why i need my family so much. tu sbb aku slalu ulang alik seremban-shah alam and try to not ponteng the classes. even aku dpt kolej and boleh je stay kolej. tp kau takkan faham apa yg aku rasa. you will never know

kau tau sbb apa? sbb kau ramai kawan, tak sama cam aku. susah betul jd perempuan ni, nak cari kawan pun nak kena tgk tgk dulu. so you cannot just simply ckp 'gedik la nak ulang alik, lebih baik tak payah dpt kolej' omggg -.- cuba kau jadi cam aku, yg masuk kelas je rasa hambar balik bilik rasa hambar. kau boring tak? ada semangat tak nak buat anything? ofcourse you will answer 'no'. so pls stop judging.

penat la, penat nak fikir tu ni semua.



p/s : He really knows everything whats inside and out.

Sunday, April 17, 2016

OMG FINALLY! HAHAHA

weyyyy aku dah boleh log in blog lamaaa! omygod! hahaha at last! alhamdulillah, okay gonna make a change fr this blog then baru boleh continue anything abt myself, so exciting babe! hehehe see ya xo